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上周讲了张小平的故事，估计阿肖有一肚子的不服气，严重的话就此不想搭理我了。山队并非一个正规组织，一般情况下没领导职务这一说，但上了山，总要有人带路，遇到岔路，总要有人决定往哪里走。由于队伍是我拉起来的，正如当初胡传魁拉的队伍他是司令，曾国藩拉的湘军他是统帅，所以我也是当然的队长。阿肖一直以副队长自居，在队伍中的重要性肯定要强过小平。但我们上周主要谈的不是登山，而是住宅公司和亨得公司的过往，当然得按公司的职务序列来，小平是亨得老大，重点先谈一下，也是可以的。
好在阿肖真没往心里去，今天上午给我发了微信——早上好，这些山是否还熟悉？深圳海拔600米以上的十一座山峰
1、大梧桐山944米
2、七娘山867米
3、大雁顶801米
4、梅沙尖753米
5、大笔架山717米
6、排牙山707米
7、小梧桐山692米
8、田心山689米
9、凤凰山678米
10、火烧天665米
11、鹅公髻618米
小潘正在进食，明显嘴里含着食物，为了照片效果，暂时停止了咀嚼，摆出一副没吃东西的道貌岸然模样。我之所以第一个动员他参加队伍，还是想利用一下他的关系。他来自边防部队，而我想去走走梧桐山下的那一条二线关巡逻线，听他吹牛时说是没问题，都认识。
小潘的首登就是七娘山，从自来水厂上，年轻气盛，开始十分钟猛登，把所有人抛在后面，之后突然停住说自己不行了，要回去。好在休息下后逐渐恢复了；对山有了敬畏之心，慢慢来，就没事了。那天是他的第一次，我们到山顶后就原路返回了。
去梧桐山边防线那次是我、许劼和小潘三人参加。尽管他和武警巡逻兵套近乎，中途我们还是被赶出来了。从一个耕作口赶出关去了，出去之后不久遇到一个村子，正好到了中午，我们坐下吃饭，就一家店开着。老板娘拿了张菜单给我，价格和深圳市内差不多，我观察到边上的正在吃饭的广大劳动人民不可能吃这么贵的饭；就问她：“还有一张菜单呢？”她马上回头笑嘻嘻地拿了另一张单过来，太便宜了，我们三个最后只花了三十来块钱就吃得很好了。这件事后来被许劼拿去在集团吹牛，把我神化了，说我似乎对外面的一切都很熟悉。以至于集团的一些人心生向往，跟我说想加入队伍。我不想带他们，就说怕你们跟不上，什么时候你们两小时内可以上下大梧桐就可以了。其实，我把自己的上限当做了入门要求，把他们吓回去了。我也只干过一次这样的事，走盘山公路一小时一刻到达停车场，一刻钟登好汉坡抵达大梧桐山顶，马上沿泰山涧花半小时就跑下山了。
小潘以前在部队上开车时，不归地方管，在深圳市内横冲直撞惯了，以至于刚到住宅公司开始帮杨总开车时，一时没转过神来，还以为是从前，有一次被交警拦住后，很生气，要下去揍交警，把杨总给吓坏了。这个故事应该是求总讲的。
去梅沙尖那次也是我、许劼和小潘三人参加，山队早期就我们几个。登顶之后从梅沙尖下来时，许劼给我提了一个灵魂拷问——凭什么你当队长？然后联合小潘把我给罢免了，我无话可说，就让出领队位置，由他带队走在前面，大约一个多小时后，遇到岔路口，他判断不清，就说——把队长还给你。
许劼家当时住宅儿童公园笋岗路对面，我开始时都是绕圈开进小区去接他，后来大家觉得这样绕太费时间，就要求他走到儿童公园这边来乘车，可能他也觉得麻烦，所以后来的活动就很少参加了。
许劼每次都有抱怨，第一次他发现我带了榨菜，怪我没提醒他；第二次，我带了熟咸蛋，他又怪我没提前讲；关键他是在跟城建集团的人吹牛时讲的，说他永远跟不上我的节奏，搞得我形象扫地，名声大噪。
阿肖会审时度势，他觉得对他来说危险不大的活动才参加。记忆中，他只有两次没参加，一次是2002年9月去三峡走古栈道，他犹豫了很久，最后关头终于放弃了，一次就是三水线。我相信，每一次放弃，对他来说都是刻骨铭心的。最后看到我们都没事，肯定后悔了。如果人生能再来一次，他肯定依然还是放弃，认命吧。
这大概是在海柴角拍的。我们从东冲沿海岸线穿越到过店，走了两次才成功。第一次，当时来住宅审计的苗小姐也参加了，不过，从东冲出发不久就在半道上哭着说不想走了，说要在这里等我们。那一次，我们走错了路，过海柴角时上到半山的岩壁上去了，实在过不去，就往回了。当我们往回，走到东冲附近的树林时，我和另一帮人走错了路，跑到树林深处了，我担心阿肖也走错了，就大喊他的名字，他起初答应了几声，后来就不理我了。我还是有些担心，坚持呼唤他的名字——阿肖！一起迷路的人都劝我别喊了，等我们重新走回大路时，发现他等在路边，啥事也没有。
这张是到达过店后，特地拍拍海滩，以某种仪式回顾一下走过的路。
这张完整地表现了阿肖的审美趣味和摄影水平，他让我爬上岩石，就这么背朝大海，面对岩壁拍了一张。
那时，我们的体力处在巅峰期，勇气十足。我们会尝试从不同的路线上大雁顶，然后多半是下到过店。有次从自来水厂上七娘山，然后穿越到大雁顶，遇到很多人，那天是磨坊搞的大雁顶的大型活动，每当这种时候阿肖都显得十分活跃，积极与陌生人交谈。
我们曾经连续几个周六去东冲，往海柴角方向尝试从不同的溪谷上山，看看能走到哪里。从河口往里，去到“鲤鱼”李云贵、“蛋白质”邹震遇难的地方，看看那块大石头。
这几次基本都需要找路，迷路是常事。有一次，在大雁顶的半山腰，阿肖坚持要沿半山去穿越树林找路，我觉得应该登顶找路。我们就先按阿肖的意见走，但到达树林边时发现树太密，很难穿，我只好果断下令往上，登顶之后天黑了，那是我们第一次遇到天黑还在大雁顶上的情况，我统计队伍里谁带了电筒。当时的情况是下过店最近，最简单，下东冲较远和麻烦。阿肖自己没带电筒，我安排人给了他一个，让他一个人下东冲去开车，我们的车还停在东冲。我担心天黑下山出事，就带着大部队下过店。阿肖出色地完成了任务，拿到了车，在此特提出表扬和感谢。那一次好像有十几个人，人数较多，有几位还是第一次参加，显得很兴奋，吃饭时大谈特谈，就我自己忧心忡忡，怕出事。
开始时山队的专职司机是小周，他牺牲了很多周末时间为我们开车，在此也一并表示感谢。陈总来住宅后，把黑牌丰田面包分给我开后，这车就成了山队的专用车，我这时经过努力，也基本上可以胜任司机一职了。记得有一次在七娘山下的田边倒车时，全车人集体狂吼——停！停！快倒到田里去了。
走排牙山那次只有阿肖和我两个人，下山后遇到了阿肖的家人，他刚买的新车，加上我和阿肖后是满满一车人，阿肖说碰巧她们正好也过来玩，就顺便带我回园岭了。好像还要赏饭，我不大好意思，就直接回家了。
10号的阿肖也老去了，他白沙岭的房子是学位房，是集团分给他的，曾经每平米高达二十多万，现在达不到了，还有价无市，弄得他很烦，说现在的学区房政策不对。要我说，他在集团的个人机遇已经是非常好了，首先，改制时分到了几十万；其次，卖物业时分到了几百万；今后卖白沙岭的房子，那是几千万。可以了，阿肖，比我强多了。
（各位，我记得好像是林明还是谁，常带相机去，但几乎没见到过照片，就李晓华上周给了我一张。请各位山友找找看，如果发现我没有的照片，记得发给我，多谢！）
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